Saturday, August 14, 2010

Sad... Scared... Confused...

I'm sad..
A talk with Vicky about me and "her"

He asked me not to fall  for her too deep, but I'm afraid i did fall for her too deep,
I'm deeply in love with her...
During the conversation, deep inside my heart start burning,
I almost cry but cover macho in front Vicky,

I fall for her over aga
in everyday..
Now I'm scared.. I'm scared she will love someone else and couple.

I won't be able to watch her with someone else..
Everyday i think about only her.. I want her so badly...
Sounds like I'm obsessed with her but no, its just that I love
her so much...
But i don't know what will make her fall for me...
The mistake i did was proposing her too early, when i first knew I'm in love with her..
I'm confused, should i re-propose or wait for the right time,
As her SPM exam coming end of this year, I don't want to cost her SPM exams...
I hope she understands me and my feelings for her and accept me when i re-propose..

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