To CMS
I wonder why i love you.. I still don't know why... It just happens huh? love.
But im sure i know this, if we never stop chatting that 13days i wouldn't have realise
that i fall in love with you.. And when i realise that, i stoned my heart cause alex was
going for you.. I was so stupid to suggest you to alex without knowing that i will fall
for you.. I still remember the bet that i and alex made before i leave to India..
the bet : alex wins if he win your heart, and i must treat him , if he fails to do so,
i win but i get nothing..
I won...Oh yeah.. The first message that i received when i arrived at the airport is
from you... Damn the feeling i get was ... wow..
Then as you know, after you gave me the green light i begin to make you fall for me..
I rushed, got rejected.. Splitted my heart into two... But i didn't give up...
I waited for spm to over, cause i thought you don't wanna have a relationship till spm
over, maybe i was wrong but it was too long..
One of the reasons why i said im always on the losing side...
At last, im supposed to go out with you alone, just you and me but it didnt happen..
Instead you invited me to your friend's birthday party..
Your friend that don't like me, of course im reluctant to go but i agreed...
I know we will never go out together...
I asked you if you can go out with me alone after spm, but you asked "why i want
to go out with you so badly?" i had to tell you that it's because i love you...
Then you asked me to give up, i didn't want to, i cant..Shattered my heart into pieces..
I still want to try to win your heart for the third time, but i failed the moment i start trying...
You stopped me....
Now we are just friends nothing more... Glad to be able to talk to you still...
Trying to move on...
Only time will heal the pain in my heart..Only time will tell when you will leave my mind and my heart..
