Friday, December 3, 2010

Favourite Dota Hero Quotes.

Sven, Rogue Knight: "Darkness needs to get DSL, his line is always busy."
Lina Inverse, Slayer:  "For the end-of-the-world spell, press Control, Alt, Delete."
Kardel Sharpeye, Dwarven Sniper: "I shot the sheriff, and the deputy, and
                                                                          your weird doggy too."
Knight Davion, Dragon Knight: "I should have been a farmer like my father
                                                                 wanted."
Boush, Tinker: " *Explosion sound* Woo, gonna need a new hamster."
Squee and Spleen, Goblin Techies: "Do not run, we are your friends."
Slardar, Slithereen Gaurd: "This world will be mine, and I'll start with the
                                                        swimming pools"
Akasha, Queen of Pain: "How ya doin"
                                                  "Turn me lose"
                                                  "Dont be shy"
                                                  "Do you work out"
                                                  "Oh thats naughty"
                                                  "We could talk more in the champaigne room"
                                                  "Sorry, time is up"
                                                  "I wont bite"
                                                  "Wanna buy me a drink"

Seriously got nothing better to do. LOL ==

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I wonder...

I have always wonder what you think about me?
Lets keep it simple.
Am i good guy or bad guy to you?
Well if you listen to your friends of course you would say i am a bad guy.
Cause they know so much about me. *sarcastically*
sigh...

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Crazy On You~~

This crazy boy is crazy on you... Won't you fall in love? Won't you fall in love with me?
From morning till evening i live in your memories... Even in sleep, i dream about you 
and always crave for you... I started loving loneliness, my heart is restless...
I'm searching for my identity... I gifted my heart of love to you... I'm not a poet to
recite poems, i can't stay without praising you... I abused myself but i couldn't control
myself... My heart craves only you.
Hey you crazy girl, this crazy guy is crazy on you...
<3 CMS

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Time heals?

Time heals?.. Day by day i miss you more, think about you more...
You're still there in my broken heart..Maybe i need more time...
Knowing that I'll never get you but i still do love you with all the pieces and i don't know why.
Sometimes i wonder if i could do anything to be yours..
<3 CMS

Monday, September 13, 2010

Arghhh...

To Vicki Icki Yucki
First i found out that you asked CMS to stop contact with me cause I'm
an Indian... Now i found out that it's because you think I'm the type of guy that use a
girl then dump her... I don't know why you girls like to make that kinda assumptions, I'd
probably think it's also because I'm an Indian... Damn you racist $%^&.. Lucky you are 
a girl.. If guy, GG la u... I wanted to find you and scold you, but what's the point, I'm 
moving on.. It's not worth it... 
Oh ya, a little advice for you, don't say something like that about others, not everyone
gonna be like me ignore it when they find out..
P.S. I don't know if it's true or not.. If it is, you lose my respect for you.. If it's not sorry!

You're still there

I found myself no choice but to move on...
Some of my friends already asking me to find other girl,
but i won't.. You are still on my mind and heart...
I'll wait for time to find me one, till then i will start to focus on my studies..
My college starts Jan most probably, so in the meantime i wanna work part-time..
I need something to keep me distracted... DOTA, Futsal & Anime not working..
Work should be it...
I read your blog.. You gonna walk your dog everyday with Vicki? Which means i will
see you most of the time.. At some point i decided not to go to PJS9 because of that, 
but when think about Futsal, PJS9 is our ground so i have no choice but to go.. There's
still PJS7 futsal court but i dont like it... Too many of em, uncivilised...
Now where am i gonna work? ...

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Giving Up.

<3 CMS.
I'm sorry for all the bad things i have done to you. Please forgive me if i hurt you.
I wanted to be with you. But it never will happen. Now i just want to be your friend
but even that you seem not to allow. I know it's because you want me to give up.
I know you're helping. I have my dignity still, so, sorry, i won't disturb you anymore.
After all it's what you wanted. I really hope you will find me one day.
Hope this is not the end of our friendship.
Goodbye. Take Care.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Love You Still

I cant believe that i said i will move on.
But seriously i don't want to let you go.
My life would suck without you.
I had to give up.
Yet i still hope you will accept me one day.
You were all the things i thought i knew.
You were everything that i always wanted.
And i thought we could be.....
I may be not lucky enough to be with you but I'm lucky enough to be a friend of you.
IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING, EVEN WHEN YOU'RE DOWN, PLEASE BARE IN MIND THAT I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. LET ME KNOW JUST ABOUT ANYTHING THAT TROUBLES YOU.
Life is pretty much unpredictable. I may not live long enough but i won't miss out letting you
you know that life is worth living with someone like you around.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

wonder why?

To CMS
I wonder why i love you.. I still don't know why... It just happens huh? love.
But im sure i know this, if we never stop chatting that 13days i wouldn't have realise
that i fall in love with you.. And when i realise that, i stoned my heart cause alex was
going for you.. I was so stupid to suggest you to alex without knowing that i will fall
for you.. I still remember the bet that i and alex made before i leave to India..
the bet : alex wins if he win your heart, and i must treat him , if he fails to do so,
i win but i get nothing..
I won...Oh yeah.. The first message that i received when i arrived at the airport is
from you... Damn the feeling i get was ... wow.. 
Then as you know, after you gave me the green light i begin to make you fall for me..
I rushed, got rejected.. Splitted my heart into two... But i didn't give up...
I waited for spm to over, cause i thought you don't wanna have a relationship till spm
over, maybe i was wrong but it was too long.. 
One of the reasons why i said im always on the losing side...
At last, im supposed to go out with you alone, just you and me but it didnt happen..
Instead you invited me to your friend's birthday party..
Your friend that don't like me, of course im reluctant to go but i agreed... 
I know we will never go out together... 
I asked you if you can go out with me alone after spm, but you asked "why i want
to go out with you so badly?" i had to tell you that it's because i love you...
Then you asked me to give up, i didn't want to, i cant..Shattered my heart into pieces..
I still want to try to win your heart for the third time, but i failed the moment i start trying...
You stopped me....
Now we are just friends nothing more... Glad to be able to talk to you still...
Trying to move on...
Only time will heal the pain in my heart..
Only time will tell when you will leave my mind and my heart..

Friday, September 3, 2010

sighs..

You:
"i won't fall for a guy when the feel already faded once"
"give up on me or im not talking to you"

Me:
"i will not stop loving you"
"my heart belongs only to you"
"i had to give up on you because i want to talk to you"

<3 CMS

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Your love is my drug~~

You have become my addiction,
I'm so strung out on you,
I can barely move,
My heart is fried. 
I cant get you off my mind.
<3 CMS

Monday, August 30, 2010

why? why? why?

You asked why i so want to go out with you ALONE?
Is cause i love you so freakin' much...
Do you know not how much i love you?
All you can do is use me and make me cry right?
Can i ask you something?
All this days, you never feel a single bit for me?
I can't stand it... I never want to cost your SPM! so i waited...
But wat u asked? "why u want to go out ALONE so badly?
Cause i freakin' love you so much,,
I'm an indian.. You're a chinese.. I know... But u r not racist as yours friends right?
why? why? why? why treat me like this? don't you know that love is blind?
<3 CMS

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Futsal Friendly #4

27.08.2010 SportsPlanet
This time we were expecting our opponents to be strong, yes they were a strong team.
2 or 3 of them are from Malaysian Futsal U-18 squad... 
Oh ya... It was not Cicada's friendly.. It was Baracuda's... Can be said our friendly..
Arthur, Alex, Vishnu, Vimal and me from Cicada played for Baracuda with Alif...
Farid & Izahar(back-ups). It was a losers pay friendly which means the team
that lose will have to pay for the court. We won! So woohoo... We felt the game...
All played their role... Good game... Satisfied...

Saturday, August 21, 2010

sd

Arthur,
I know its hard for you to see the girl you love with someone else...
Even seeing something on msn or facebook about them hurts...
But i don't know what to say but to be sad and scared...
I'm sad and scared too...
I don't know what will i do if I'm you... 
Surely cant take that she belongs to someone else...
I have no peace in mind... 
Always have the fear of losing her...
Hope it doesn't happen to me...
Hope September goes well...
Hope ...........................
<3 CMS

Futsal Friendly #3

21.08.2010 SporstPlanet
Cicada was expecting a better challenge from the previous friendly but it turned 
out the other way.. We supposed to play with Vicky's friend's team.. But they
C.M.I(cant make it) so we play with some "lapsap" "rojak" team...
Played an hour... Alex Akhim Arthur Thiban Vicky And Vishnu all played... Vimal F.F.K, its good for the opponents that he didnt come, or the game could be worst for them...
Guess what's the full time score , ??-0... muahahahahaha
We thrased them dunno by how many goals but what we know is that we never concede a goal, which means clean sheet... They had few clear shots but thanks to our keeper Alex and Vishnu( switch with alex, to let alex play) to maintain the clean sheet... Heard them saying "damn they got clean sheet" after the match...haha
Alex - good saves despite defend error by akhim almost deflected the ball in, 
          hat-trick(scored 3 goals)
Arthur - ole-ed and got ole-ed , all skill came out, scored few goals
Akhim - strong skeleton king, run up down, i not sure if he scored...
Thiban - our "goreng" player has taken his "kuay teow goreng" skills to a new level, maybe
              "nasi goreng"... well he's improving that's good for the team... he sure can score
              goals..
Vicky - name powerhouse, but today he didn't shoot the ball with enough power, tried to chop
            ball but he chop air instead..
Vishnu - he just cant get enough with his ole skills, in front own goal-post also trying to
             ole someone.. ish
Me - play play around, scored only 2 i think..
Overall, we wasn't satisfied, cause we didn't get the feel, at least the previous game
got challenge despite thrashing them too... hehe

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

If that's OK with you

I love the way that you look without your make-up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
There's something about you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
If that's OK with you
I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
I wanna live with you
If that's OK with you
<3 CMS

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Cicada The Noisiest

My futsal team..
The name of the team is Cicada. Cicada is a large insect that makes a loud high-pitched noise. But we are totally opposite of cicada.. Somehow we all like the name, so we named the team Cicada. Cicada is some "lapsap" team managed by Sir Ashwin.

Full Name     : Cicada Futsal Club
Founded       : 2010 by Arthur Tan
Ground         : PJS 9
Manager       : Ashwin
Captain         : Akhim
Vice Captain : Arthur Tan
Motto           : K.I.S.S. ( Keep It Simple Stupid)
Websites      : Cicada F.C
Team Jersey  : Pink , yet to make.. Current jersey : Orange, Holland Home Jersey

Team Squad :
  • Arthur The Maestro             19, Forward/Midfielder
  • Vimal The Blaze                 18, Striker
  • Thiban The Wingman          20, Forward
  • Vishnu The Link                 17, Midfielder/Defender
  • Vicknesh The Powerhouse  20, Midfielder/Defender
  • Shathies The Spark            20, Midfielder/Wing-back/Defender
  • Akhim The Shadow             20, Defender/Last-man
  • Alex The Phoenix               19, Goalkeeper/Defender
  • Eugene The Glove Lover      16, Goalkeeper
Why we call;
  • The Maestro is a master of rhythm and tempo. Conducting the game, he is in
    control from first minute to last as he calls the tune from center of the pitch.
  • The Blaze is the fire up front. He's as fast as a hungry flame and his quick feet
    scorch the turf with every strike. With each goal he fans the flame even higher.
  • The Wingman is a warrior in the air who launches attack from the flanks. His
    searing pace leaves defenders trailing in his wake as he flies towards his final destination.
  • The Link is the force that unites his team's every move. He is the heartbeat that
    powers the hopes of a nation and his vision on the pitch brings hope to his strikers.
  • The Powerhouse is a destroyer of defenses who yields to no man. He plays every
    minute like it's his last and the power of his shot is matched only by the strength of his heart.
  • The Spark is an electric sensation. Faster with the ball than without it,
    his lightning-quick footwork is already the stuff of legend and his story grows with
    every impossible strike.
  • The Shadow is a nightmare for strikers who struggle to escape his vice-like grip.
    His size, strength and power at the back make him a force to be reckoned with.
  • The Phoenix is back from brink and rising again. With fire in his eyes and passion
    in his heart, glory will follow him wherever he goes.
  • The Glove Lover is deeply in love with his gloves. He cant play without his gloves.
    He's unstoppable with his gloves on.

I will never stop loving you...

I'll stop loving you..
when diamonds don't sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
when thunder doesn't echo
and rivers no longer flow
when hearts no longer wonder
and hands aren't held
when smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt
when trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse to shine
when autumn has no falling leaves
and winter never dies
when time no longer has tomorrows
and rainbows have no hue
when God alone commands me...
that's when I'll stop loving you
<3 CMS

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Sad... Scared... Confused...

I'm sad..
A talk with Vicky about me and "her"

He asked me not to fall  for her too deep, but I'm afraid i did fall for her too deep,
I'm deeply in love with her...
During the conversation, deep inside my heart start burning,
I almost cry but cover macho in front Vicky,

I fall for her over aga
in everyday..
Now I'm scared.. I'm scared she will love someone else and couple.

I won't be able to watch her with someone else..
Everyday i think about only her.. I want her so badly...
Sounds like I'm obsessed with her but no, its just that I love
her so much...
But i don't know what will make her fall for me...
The mistake i did was proposing her too early, when i first knew I'm in love with her..
I'm confused, should i re-propose or wait for the right time,
As her SPM exam coming end of this year, I don't want to cost her SPM exams...
I hope she understands me and my feelings for her and accept me when i re-propose..

<3 CMS

Monday, August 9, 2010

Hosanna

That's time at dusk, something happened... I went searching for my heart..
I came closer to life..
I stood closer to death too...
If you ask why, i would say it's Love!
Everybody wanna know how i feel like, i feel like i really wanna be there with YOU!
It's not enough to say that we are made for each other...
It's love! That is *Hosanna* true!
Hosanna... be there when you calling out my name..
Hosanna... feeling like the whole life has changed!
I never wanna be the same, it's time we rearrange..
I take a step, You take a step... I'm here calling out to you...
Butterflies in many hues flutter here and there in search of flowers,
A single cloud moves here and there to caress me softly, drop by drop..
Is the butterfly here?
Has the cloud touched you?
You become a shell,
I become a child to clasp you in the palm of my hand protectively.
Hosanna... to shower love on me..
Hosanna... to walk along with me...
Hosanna... just say okay that's enough..

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Im New

Hello... name Shathies.. Friends call me Thies, some Thieso...
im here because i got all the time in the world but i got nothing better to do...
I have decided to blog because of CMS..
I never actually thought i would start a blog but here i am blogging...
Well.. this is my first time blogging, I dunno much about it.. but hey, I'm a quick learner.. :D
That's it for my first post... <3 CMS